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yeaa i know, its late! sorry guys.
firstly, there is nothing much that i did in the last few days. i travel back to kota bharu last weekends and it was fulfilling. remember that i use to say that i really miss my grandpa? yup. i really do. meeting him again last weekends really brought a tiny tears from my eyes. and guess what, he was really happy to see me. i wonder does he knows that i am missing him still.
he was a successfull man. his life is full off struggle and success. his life stories brought an inspiration to me. in the middle stage of his life, he has been a political figure. his contribution was enormous and yet fulfilling the needs.
he will always be my hero.
secondly, i did pamper myself to kelantan foods! it was awesome. with the tight two days schedule, i manage to eat everything that ive been craving for since my last entourage and yes, SUP BELUT and PADPRIK BELUT was the highest ranking in my list!
it taste awesome. its sensational in its own way. your can really feel the satisfactory upon sipping the soup and chewing the eel flesh. it was increadible. and after that, the spooky image of the office came along and swept everything out of my fuckin' mind.
last week im on fever. till now, i still feel the infections are still present. not many cases are discovered about this kind of fever but mostly infecting some of fully developed metalheads. there are little knowledge about the cure and how to treat it but it seldom works on hardcore shopaholic metalheads. its the L.P.trosis fever symptom's. the disease is really rare but it could be fatal if the infections are not prevented at the early stage. ive got infected by it once back in the years but it struck me again hard this time. this terrible disease will make ur brains hallucinate that u own this fuckin world and u still want more. its more addictive than drugs. the only way to calm down is the subtance called "eBay". this subtance will ease out the pain but it also have some dangerous side effects if taken accesively. but every disease has a cure. and agin, it has not been proven working yet. test from the results indicates that the L.P.trosis survivor may not be able to think positively and it seems like their mind are still stuck in certain periods mostly at the time of infections. can i beat this fuckin disease? i aint gotta clue bro!
to aishah sazali, the crazy high on sugar hangout was an escape from my miserable torn life. thanx gurl.
this week was a totally hectic week.
i dunno why.
ive got lots of things worked out not the way it should be.
i went out with chicks this week but its sure not convincing me that im actually living i a fucking place called REALITY.
temptations has always been a friend but we never get a long well. but right now im starting to think what if i just say hi. still, im fuckin sure that i really cant handle it well. i feel so fuckin awkward with that thing infront of everytime i went out. its like im in front of a fuckin door of hell. grasping and waving for me to come along and lift me up to where i supposed to be.
dear Tiger, i bet we're still not gonna meet personally after all.
maybe next time. try harder. maybe its ur lucky day.
its hard being a fuckin rednecks poseur. i really do.
Back again with new devastating outcome. huhuhuhu
as usual, the same old nagging.
yesterday was a very interesting sunday i ever had. its a shocking expirienced altered with some unusual feelings occurs. i went to EXPO KERJAYA DAN KEUSAHAWANAN at PWTC yesterday. im not focusing the exact public problems much but from what ive seen, many malaysian are jobless. and guess what. ironicaly, there were so many jobs offered there. hmmmm. it kept me thinking that why am i so stupid thinking that its hard to get a job nowadays while most of the employer even greet everybody whether u were looking for a job or not at their booth. thats an awkwarrd situation right there. an emloyer begging u to send your resume to them. since ive already have a job, ive start to feel insecure while looking at thousands graduates were actually so damn selectives. i did my luck in some companies and it came out with some great respons. what the heck.
half of my saturday were filled with rednecks achievments. huhuhuh
woke up late then straight away lepaking with usual metalheads friends @ MCPA and then kg. baru. right after that, i got a call from ajak deathkren to meet him and the guys ov BURGERKILL from indonesia. it was a pleasent suprise for me. huhhuh. and they were awesome. we did went to their hotel rooms as well just to catch up with certain unforgetable moments and sharing ideas. right after that, we went straight to lepaking at jalan alor. where most rednecks hangout. huhuhuhu. like always, ill be the only sober.
what a wonderful fullfillment.
viva la manchester united!!!!!!!!
40 years ago, the same date as today, Malaysia were shocked with a bloodred events that occurs in some areas in KL, Selangor and certain other areas.
it was the infamous bloodbath and chaotic war among Malaysian ethnicity. mostly were Malays, Chinese and Indians involved.
it was reported that the chinese was the firetsrter when it happens to start a gathering after the GERAKAN Party won nearly half of KL in 1969 general elections.
some says the toll for victims exceed nearly 2000 people dead. mostly were chinese.
Today, malaysians are tired of talking about racism and ethnic superiority. basicaly, what happens now is that, everybody just tend to follow the old rules. happens to know for sure that the malays came out with an idea, the chinese tend to get money from it and the indians do all the dirty works. that kind of propaganda was spread out in various or maybe from time to time.
frustations do occurs. it is how we gonna unite is the damn answer.
thanx to DS Najib that came out with a realistic idea, ONE MALAYSIA.
despite all other vulgar words towards the government and maybe some of the oppositions, the idea was strong but how much it will affect the problematic rendezvous that happens now in malaysia. PAS came out with more relevant islamic idea which is PAS FOR ALL actually the purpose was the same as what Najib was saying. but more or less in islamic point of view.
lets ask GOD for forgiveness. please shine us to the right path...
check this out guys >> http://ms.wikipedia.org/wiki/Peristiwa_13_Mei
its been a while since my last post. or perhaps, my last re-post.
things have been working out well for the past 2-3 weeks. really looking forward for it though.
guess that ive been busy for quite sometimes now with a really tight schedule but hey, i'm still having fun.
being a total redneck has taught me something valuable. u could be wasted as hell but still, the pride doesn't get washed away. wasted or not, i still gotta work my ass up for the sake of living expenses. i'm not done with being a redneck. its a cool way of dealing with problems without engaging with drugs . yup, its true. they just call it "FUCK IT" for every problems occur in your life.
lots of things happens in my journey these few weeks.
gigs and metal shows has always become favour. it was METAL CAMP II that caught my intentions for days. i wonder, will everybody stop on talking about FLUERS DU MAL? thanx to VILE, i now know what DEPOPULATE really means. those who were at METAL CAMP II will understand what im getting to. huhuhu.
chocolates makes me go wild!
i did went to a restaurant (dunno what was it called) last week. its inside the famous mall nowadays "The Curve". before this i use to like Peddington House Of Pancakes and i will surely do love it till now. but this new desert serving premis really digs it. the chocolate cakes (or brownies / pancakes or i dunno what) was suprisingly superb with a scoop of vanilla ice creams on the side. till now, im still wondering about the name of the shop!! sigh.
my heart beats on..
im now having a difficulties of missing someone. i really miss my grandpa. with my tight and busy schedule, my only reason of living is him. i thank god for taking care of him. i really do. ive been praying a lot and hoping ill have some possible free times to actually go down to Kota Bharu and be with him.
i love u grandpa. i really do.
whats up!!
its supposed to be a re-post ov my past blogs.
guess what, great times do come in handy. ive been looking for it for quite sometimes and even a small piece of it will do.
i now just keep on looking forward and hope for more of it to come. even if it just passing by me, ill be thankfull enough. what more can i expect from HIM to give a special treat to a piece of junk like me. hell yeah i dont even deserve it.
im being honest. pretending doesnt really go elsewhere.
from everybody's perspective, ill be the most brutal and bare knuckels death metal guitarist and when it comes to a softside ov me, ill end up with Destinys Child and Nicole Scherzinger CD's in my player. huhuhu. what a shame. my apology to Alex ov KRISIUN, yes, i am your awfull filthy fan.
but hey, why cant i? isnt the purpose ov being indipendent is doing what u want to do? who the fuck gonna stop me from listening to my own playlist?
there many parts ov me that belongs to something else. i have my own focus. metal music, business, work, hateTV, bands, social networking, chicks call, family and many oher things that comes and go. why bother restricting myself with such an ignorrant behaviour ov being as brutal as fuck but actually in ur blood there is a softside ov u that reaching out for a glimpse. its obviously not gay at all if u actually think that way.
so come on guys. just do ur thing.
cant pretend?
here is the solutions... BE YOURSELF!!
