relations and that one word i used to talk about.

dearest deary,

hi.

i finally came to a sense that what ive been chasing all these years are just some fictions.

relations are what people wish to endure and definitely will be lurking for the ones that actually bloom.

ive wander and lost in few of relations but by far ive been in the worst case TWICE now.

i have been lying to myself ever since but it doesnt really matter because of my ignorance.

yes, ignorance made me do it.

i now finnaly accepting, there were no such thing as an honest relationship.

it is totally fictions.

hear me now.

i woke up today and just realized that love and relationship is one more thing that u can actually buy.

honesty and reality does not mix.

Breathing new life in my fuckin ROOM.

whats up guys. yup, its me again.
its been 3 or maybe 4 months sice ive stop posting something here. ahaha!

WTF.

anyway, happy belated new fuckin year to all. its goin to be march already but its never too late right?? (whatever)

its been a hell lot of things goin on in my life since the last chant.

now, i'm a poud owner of a new heavy metal shop in Kelantan. its a dream come true actually. its been a while since i dreamt of owning a metal shop, a place where all the metalheads hangout, here in KB. i dont really mind about getting a fortune from it. its the spirits that counts. ill even consider its as a Kelantan Metal Army HQ as for the main office for us to start something or any activity regarding KMA. and i call it...... THE ROOM.

it sucks to be stuck here in KB but at least i survived some downturn financially. its good to start a metal shirt business online since everybody is buying it from the web. THE ROOM is mainly be my showroom. not much sales from the locals though but i survived. thats where internet come in handy. diving around all the bundle shop accross the state and sell it in facebook is not a hard job. its interesting as well.


well, at least it helps me from self-destructions. been considering for quite some time though. at least it keeps me sane. by the way, where the fuckin hell is her??